Was totally stumped on a name so when I can’t commit, go with alliteration   But it may change.  Newest blogvention:

http://leslieslittleones.wordpress.com/

I’m pretty excited by some of the interest, I think this could be the best thing for us.  Even though trying to get the kids to get along has been trying, I love being able to be home with B in the afternoons. 

B’s teacher recommended he join the after school tutoring program that meets once a week and I think he will do great.  Having another older student to work with will probably be much more enjoyable than me.  I’m a little miffed why it wasn’t recommended when his teacher and I talked last year, he could’ve really used it for math – I’m math clueless.  Whatever the case, I think it will be a help.

It feels great to not spend every night swamped with dinner and homework needing done at the most burnt out time of day.  This lifechange is a challenge and all new to me but I feel better, only cry at regular intervals. Compared to me months ago, this alone is a vast improvement.  Sure there’s still heaps of self doubt and worry but survival was my number one priority.